A lot of times we often forget as influencers THE WHY.
It took me not being on social media as much to finally have this epiphany,
I was asking God why punish me? Why must I do this cleanse? Like it was a "bad" thing.
He never ask you to do something that doesn't ultimately support your highest good, and here I was complaining about when the good part was going to come in. Its been about a month and I'm still alive lol.
Sometimes I'm guilty of checking back on Instagram or tiktok, (just to check messages and reply to people) but I try my best to not scroll.
I say I try my best, but now its not that hard. It was uncomfortable to sit with just me but I had to realize how much social media was taking away from my personal life. I was holding peoples opinions of me as if they were law. Fuck them people! I had to remember that I'm a creative on and off the camera. This is shit I do in real life, and pleasing other people with my content was not something I needed to be focused on. Plus, sitting alone with my thoughts that are mines and not projections of others, has helped me hone my psychic abilities. Damn its crazy to have this knowledge. God must really love me to bestow these gifts upon me. Thank You Spirit !!!
I'm thinking of starting a bullet journal! So soon I will probably be posting my journal entries( maybe).
I'm a private person and I don't want the wrong eyes on my shit!
Whelp, I know this wasn't much of an update but its all I got.
Until next time Sub-Shines!
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